freak of Jesus

I have no doubt that the men i meet with Tuesdays are deeply spiritual and sincere in their love for the Lord. Perhaps I should see them at an hour later than 6am? ------ I am not good, at all. I am better than I was, but No way good or right or close to what I can be with God's help. I feel a deep burden for these four men who do not comprehend the work that God is doing in me, nor value the effervescence which their own selected study and the scriptures they are going through are stirring in this old heart of mine. Nehemiah 8