Sunday, May 04, 2014

always good

in a hundred ways - over thousands of days and with amazing creativity my God continues to amaze, surprise and refresh me with His love, grace and wisdom. If God was not so big, powerful and complex that we stood in absolute awe of Him, what would that be like? Who wants a God you can comprehend or control?

Sunday, April 13, 2014

a tale of two beggars

"when i was hungry you gave me to eat" -------------------
I was so hungry, so very empty that my insides seemed to be gnawing away at me, so desperate for something, anything to quiet the rumbling inside that I found the bugs and grasses attractive. Afraid to get sick again, I had to do something else. I was out of options: no money, no work, no friends left to bum off. I looked at my few possessions, carried in a paper sack, and there was nothing left to sell. How would I survive? Where was there help for someone like me in this crowded city? It was not Sunday so the churches were closed up tight and I smelled bad and had just these worn out clothes and poor fitting shoes to wear. Yes I felt shame for being unable to care for myself, but I also felt worse knowing that no one really cared! My hunger pain was only the beginning of my problem, I had the deeper pain of not belonging to anyone, not fitting in with the rest. Each day I felt more isolated, more alone and more desperate. Yes I wanted food and clothes like everyone else, maybe even a warm bed under a roof, where I could sleep without worry. More than that I wanted to know that someone cared enough to see through the filth to the real me. I wanted someone to call me by name, and to sit next to me, listening to what I had to say..... ------------------------ Jesus said, " I was naked and you clothed me"

Tuesday, February 25, 2014

freak of Jesus

I have no doubt that the men i meet with Tuesdays are deeply spiritual and sincere in their love for the Lord. Perhaps I should see them at an hour later than 6am? ------ I am not good, at all. I am better than I was, but No way good or right or close to what I can be with God's help. I feel a deep burden for these four men who do not comprehend the work that God is doing in me, nor value the effervescence which their own selected study and the scriptures they are going through are stirring in this old heart of mine. Nehemiah 8

Thursday, February 06, 2014

advice from the Word

Philip 2:3 Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit, but with humility of mind regard one another as more important than yourselves; 4 do not merely look out for your own personal interests, but also for the interests of others. 5 Have this attitude in yourselves which was also in Christ Jesus, 6 who, although He existed in the form of God, did not regard equality with God a thing to be grasped, 7 but emptied Himself, taking the form of a bond-servant, and being made in the likeness of men.... and to Timothy Paul says "10 Now you followed my teaching, conduct, purpose, faith, patience, love, perseverance, 11 persecutions, and sufferings, such as happened to me at Antioch, at Iconium and at Lystra; what persecutions I endured, and out of them all the Lord rescued me! 12 Indeed, all who desire to live godly in Christ Jesus will be persecuted. 13 But evil men and impostors will proceed from bad to worse, deceiving and being deceived. 14 You, however, continue in the things you have learned and become convinced of, knowing from whom you have learned them, 15 and that from childhood you have known the sacred writings which are able to give you the wisdom that leads to salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus. 16 All Scripture is [h]inspired by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, for [i]training in righteousness; 17 so that the man of God may be adequate, equipped for every good work.

Friday, January 17, 2014

Beer + can + chicken + spices + one hour = Dinner

Recipe: I never do recipes, rarely use them, except for breads, and have never shared one here ( as far as I can recall) Disclaimer if you do this recipe and do not wish to use the beer in the can you may substitute water or other liquid. See me for help emptying the can. 1. Insert the can into the cavity of the bird after you have filled it with your favorite spices or flavorings. - - - - I like soy, or mustard, lots of herbs and of course garlic and pepper. 2. get your BBQ hot, then turn it to lowest setting. 3. Balance bird upright sitting on its tail, this is NOT HARD as the bird cooks the liquid boils and steams the inside and helps flavor the meat. This may take one hour to 90 minutes depending on the heat you apply and the size of the chicken. Keep the fire low and the lid of the BBQ closed . be around but do not fuss over it too much. Enjoy with rice and fresh veggies steamed NEVER throw away the carcas - make some chicken stock from those bones! thanks to my Jolly Little Life for the prompt!