Saturday, March 20, 2010

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

super vivid dream

in this dream I was in a shop
run by a local business owner
it was a wrecking yard or used car parts kind of place
I wanted to ask questions and ( silly me) I parked in the driveway
and blocked some other guy from getting out.

So while I talked to the counter person
SOMEONE in the yard crushed my car
when I came out it had no windows
and the top was much lower ( to say the least)
and the apparent explanation was that they thought it was there to be recycled.
some weird combination of guilt and shame is at work here.
My car does look a bit trashy, and could be mistaken for
a candidate for the next 'cash for clunkers'

When I awoke I was sad, a bit empty and wondering who would pay to replace my car
or if anyone would take responsibility for the destruction...
then I thought.. it did not happen, my car is in the driveway
Just to be sure I peeked out the front window.
There it was. Hooray for dreams that are only dreams