I wonder, what if: It did not snow ( 1 inch) this morning
would I feel more springy?
What if I checked a lottery ticket and had a $50,000 winner, does that make my life easier, better or just the next 3 weeks?
If I was still married, what would that be like?
If I never married, never had my wonderful children, who would I be?
Most of these are hard to answer accurately.
What if God did not bring His chosen people out of the land of Egypt?
If I had not heard His call to come out of my own days of 'slavery' through a wide wilderness and into a promised land, dripping with milk and honey?
This is life.
This moment matters for myself and my family.
Now is. What belongs to me is already mine.
Longing for and seeking another reality is a rejection of His plan for my NOW.
I surrender God. I think I finally get it